Starting was defiantly the hardest part, once I drew my first line/written my first sentence, the fear dropped away and my work started to flow.
I was a little unsure of what to expect, it is all automatic, flowing out. It became pretty clear that I was exploring the ideas of what my art work is about. I was trying to understand my thinking, the different theories I have that forms my work. It is like a mind map with different pieces to a puzzle that forms to my understand, that will only be put together and solved as I work through it.
First wall drawings
Abstracts of my automatic writing about my work:
“It’s really hard getting started to have faith. To trust to go from the superficial to go deeper, to stop thinking. Hard to remember to watch your thoughts, you are not your thoughts, the real you , the watcher behind your thoughts. I guess this is why my work is finding the silence behind the thoughts.”