Check out my bottom in Mello Mello. I gave up on this painting, it stopped being about mediation and the pressure of how it looked came over me. It has made me realise I just have to do it and let it go, that it is about the process, spurts of energy and it is hard had to get back the energy and continue.
Its all about been in the moment. Seeing in the moment and that is hard to return two, its two separate moments trying to blend as one.